My heart makes me crazy

Delicious D and I have been spending alot of time together. Some of it sexual and alot of it just talking, gettin to know each other better. I really like him, but my twelve piece emotional baggage is getting in my way.

I'm in that place where I'm trying not to compare everything to my last relationship. I don't want to start comparing things and I don't want to start thinking "He said that, but when The Ex said it, he really meant XYZ". It is almost like I have two personalities and one is all "He's a sweet, caring, honest man. Have fun and be happy" while the other one is all "All men are pigs. You're going to get hurt. Run away."

I dunno what to do! This inner conflict is insane. I know I should just enjoy it all and see where it goes, but I'm having trouble shutting up that other side which I know is just really my fear of being in another relationship. Do they make a pill for that? :-)

I wanna be on a cover with him like this some day (if I can get over all my insecurities):