Hey y'all. I don't know if anyone will even see this, but here goes.
I'm alive and kickin'. Still happily involved with Delicious D. Things are going well. I'm sort of worried all the time that something bad is going to happen, but nothing does. It is kind of strange dating him. I wasn't looking for any sort of relationship. In fact, I was purposely avoiding dating anyone since i was hurting from my last LTR. I almost missed the bus on Delicious D because I left him hanging for months while I sorted out how I felt about him, about The Ex, dating, being single, etc. I give him a mad amount of credit for putting up with my crazy ass.
On the work front, all is sort of doing well. Porn for Patric
is up and running. The response has been good, but I'm still having trouble with getting people to link to me, companies to provide me content, etc. I'm planning on shooting original content for my site at some point this year. I had hoped to be doing that already, but life got in the way.
I'm going to give y'all some advice: if you can, go to the beach about 6:30 in the morning. Bring your cocoa, coffee or Red Bull, park your ass on the sand and look out over the water. For the next 30 minutes you'll be treated to an amazing light show in the sky. I'm starting to get up early almost every morning and hit the beach before dawn. A nice long walk, then I sit and watch the sunrise. Something about doing it just makes my days go better. As if the light of the sunrise burns away all of my fears, worries and troubles.
I've been taking photos of the sunrises and even roped in a neighbour (muchas gracias Grant) who was running on the beach. Check 'em out.
Oh, I've been trying to get some sort of grant since I had an idea of hitting 20 pride festivals in the US and photographing them. Sort of a "Gay Pride Across America". I might just do it out of my own pocket, but if I can find a grant or something I'd prefer doing that. Cross your fingers and if you're on the board of an organisation I applied to: GIMME SOME DOUGH!